dal

I am not obliged to update regularly nor put up posts to your interests.

here's how it goes. i'll most likely reply on your tagboard. but if you don't have one, the reply goes here.

yeah...it's a cliche to write about your resolutions for 2006. whatever.


i wonder what i have done this past 2 months. haha...SLACK. in november, i rembered thinking 'there's still along way to go before next year. but i know one day i'll go tomorrow is reopenin' of sch. but i know i got another 1 month to enjoy after AC. & it's still weeks before AC.' i made a lot of deadlines to meet this holidays which i haven't done yet.
1. to improve my hafalan & understanding of each surah
2. excercise & train arm power (i did only a little)
3. improve my english
4. read more books
5. preparation for next year studies
6. organise my notes


i planned to finish homework by the 1st week of the holiday. due to hari raya preparations & celebrations, i make it as an excuse to push aside homework first. then there's npcc activities...going out...pc not available. the rest...SLACK. i realised i'm not a self-discipline person despite being a cadet. oops:X. that's precisely why i don't set resolutions.
i end up spreading my homework throughout this 2 months.


now, i've nothing to worry about concernin' my homework. all done!:) i bet there's many out there who haven't finish yet. good luck!

i discover that marine parade is my favourite place to purchase things. below are the reasons:-

1. cheap. you know that thing which costs $1.30 in Montip? yup. it only costs $1 here.
2. a variety of choices - marine parade central & parkway parade
3. direct bus available
4. not a popular choice for teenagers; lesser chance to meet people that i know. sometimes, i dressed too casually...not nice you know.
5. i love the popular at marine parade central. organised, big, not so crowded
6. i also love MPCL. quiet, not so crowded(esp the comp sect), organised, info-sufficient, cold, catalouge-sufficient

yay

while kak mard is indulged in her hp, baha is so obsessed with this computer game called robot rage. & shucks. dad already knows i have a blog & he had read this previous sentence.


yest was cca exhibition. road marshalling duty for me. yeah, fun experience. with the walkie-talkie. ehem walkie-talkie everyone. they were jealous seeing me in-charge of the walkie-talkie. thought i could go back by 1. but decided to follow them to heartland mall for the 1st time. maybe for the last too. 'cause it's so far with no direct bus/mrt. & they walked & do things so slow. walked to potong pasir abt 1/2 hr. ate @ pizza hut(damn ex. service charge is already $5++) for abt 1h. take neoprints for nearly 1h. wow...amazing.

wait. maybe i wasn't serious about the last time going out with them after npcc activities. afterall they're my squadmates. awww.....



i was being stalked just now from ubi. he's so stupid to follow me home. i big-walked from ubi to the bridge. then i ran on the bridge. decided to stop where there's many people - the bustop. so sat there for abt 5mins. pretended to be waitin' for someone. then i went nearer to you know where you board the bus. yup. i was so stupid not to board that packed bus 66. i should have done so. even without my bus pass(unfortunately, i didn't bring my wallet). 'cause the bus was so packed until the front door. i don't think i had to pay, do i? stupid me.
then, i positioned myself so that this man blocked the stalker's view of me. muahaha. when the stalker's not looking at me, i quickly walked to the nearest block. when i felt i was being blocked by the walls, i practically ran all the way home.

is it thrilling? =p

kak mard has been obsessed with her sony ericsson hp. sms, long-hour calls.*sigh*. i'll never get her attention like before. maybe i was too spoilt with her attention the last time.


have to go to school tomorrow for road marshalling with full u, according to li er. sec 1 orientation CCA exhibition. prepared everything in the last minute. i have yet to sew the behind seam of my NP skirt. hope to get dad's vespa ride to school tomorrow.


i'm guilty of altering my school skirt too short. *gulp* guess what? 18 inches. wasted 8 bucks + bought another 2 skirt which costs $8.30 each.

for the past 4 consecutive days, i've been fasting. whew...quite tired. hey but it was a relieving one for me. i lost around 2-2.5kg. wow. on fri, after breaking fast, i really ate alot. nasi ambeng which consists of ayam masak lemak, rendang, paru goreng, tempe goreng, tauhu goreng & bagedil. all the oily things. & i mean VERY oily. the cook puts too much oil. tsk. i'm not done yet. i ate chicken porridge(chicken again) followed by flower crabs. yumyum. it's been a long time since i sink my teeth into crabs! haha. keep myself more balanced by eating some fruits. then, while watching home alone 3, i ate 1/4 of a container of chocalate biscuits. the container is about the size of the bottle of loveletters, only that it is a little bit shorter. had tauhui as drink.
& guess what? i only gain 1.5kg only! muahahahahahah. hah! glory of fasting. you'll find food more interesting & you'll appreciate them. even better if you miss sahur(meal before sunrise), like i do on fri.


i'm very particular on choosing my wallet. i frequent to the wallet shop for more new stocks to come. currently, i'm not interested in the choices they have. either they don't have the colour that i want - black, or inconvenient(coins compartment) or not small/compact enough OR too expensive. i don't see the point of spending over 30 bucks only on a wallet. but kak hafi pointed out that since i've been hunting wallet for the past few months, why not spend a bit more if i finally find the perfect wallet. so, it's worth it. yea, i agree.

i'm starting to blog again 'cause it seems like i've no one to turn to anymore. kak mard used to be the one. unfortunately, since she tastes freedom after her o's, she always hang out with her friends. i remembered during the o-level studying period, she would listen to me & she would tell me about her life. now, i feel like a desperate silly idiot forcing her to listen to my ramblings. *sigh*
i stopped blogging a few months ago mainly because of exams, i believe. then i would not have updated the blog regularly & it will be boring. i tried to summarise all my thoughts & display it in MSN personal message. but it's kinda hard.
secondly, i admit i am a bit scared about the blog controversy. i mean, a simple things like 'went out today & met this stupid ugly idiotic bimbotic ABC who irritates me alot' would send me to court for insulting a person called ABC.
thirdly, i don't want to expose my incapability to express myself in perfect & nice-flowing english. seriously, i have limited vocab & i've no idea why i manage to score A for PSLE eng. but now, i think i'll take this as a challange to improve on it. whoa * look pleased*

i just can't stop thinking about what huma said yesterday. according to her, i'm a minah. just because i always talk about my crush but i don't reveal who he is. excuse me, first of all, he is not my crush. he was present in my dreams & a few days later, he talked to me in MSN for the first time. i'm not revealing who he is because it's definitely not the reality. i'm just wondering what's the meaning of that dream.

i disagree on huma's definition of a minah. you're right huma, we are all different. but you can't change a definition. it's stated in a dictionary for every meaning. take pimp for example; a man who finds clients for a prostitute or brothel(oxford english minidictionary). a man who looks sexy only doesn't make a pimp, does it? & what? a girl who talk about her crush but didn't reveal him, is a minah? nah...a nerd can also be that. too shy to let people know that a nerd like her has a crush. i can also say pestering me asking me who's that guy, is a minah right? & you said girls' sch have a lot of minah? if it's TKGS, i agree with you. syah also agree it herself. but hey, in CGSS, only a few minah. even if she is, 'cause she only looks like one. try knowing her better.

even a bag with...you know the urmm....how do you describe it? argh! the backpack without the zip but you pull it & then lock close it? haha...whatever. that type of bag is not a minah's.

my definition of a minah is...flirty, rugged use of language, most of the time with plucked eyebrows, & urm many more. haha...you can't judge the book by it's cover.

remember you once despice me of wearing make-up even though it's only on the eye? you were like ewwwww...you're becoming like a minah. step jambu. something like that. but now look at you. you can't leave without a make-up on your face. i learnt my lesson. but hey, thanks huma for being honest with me. i really appreciate that rather than some people who talk behind one's back, which will lead to misunderstandings.