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year 2007 has witnessed my life being pushed to the max zahir dan batin.

let's start with ncoship. the journey since 070707 has been challenging. & more have yet to come i believe.

my studies has been inconsistent. blame procastination. there. my weakness.

this year's first day of hari raya aidilfitri was the worst ever. Bahang kepahitan masih dapat kurasa. sandiwara yang terpaksa kami berlima lakonkan. patutkah kami tanggung semua itu sedangkan kau yang keras hati?

i teared very much this year. there was quite a number of times i cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morn with swollen eyes. my eyes has shrunken big times luh! and best of all, tompok is not here with me:(.

somehow during the november holidays, i bonded a lot with my primary school friends. it started with the helping out in the deepavali concert in eunos. and then there were gatherings. out of three, i attended only the first one. the second one i was out with syed and we were contemplating to go but in the end we didn't, and the third one i was at sabah.

of course, the recent 12 days in sabah is still fresh in ma mind. it's just MORE THAN WORDS:)))))
and when i came back from sabah, things back at home didn't improve. ok what was i thinking...and i haven't been talking much to mum. even when i wanted to ask for her opinion on cc comp, i was a bit held back.

and when i went back to school yesterday, there was no familiar sight to greet me. gah...i miss the np store back in cedar ave 1.

during the first day of packing of logistics.

yup that's it i guess. how i am spending the last few days before school reopens will be:-
3 days in the 'i'm gifted, so are you' programme.
chiong hw
prepare for diagnostic tests
summit+elmo bbq!!!:D
continue choing-ing hw

i never expected i would climb a hill what more a mountain. once upon a time i shuddered at the thought of climbing bukit timah and told myself i would never put my legs in such torture. but hey...i did it lah seh. of course it wouldn't be possible with the encouragement from groupmates, especially from this 12 year old guy:)).
hari raya haji was spent on mount k. i really think the song dari jauh kupohon maaf suited the mood. i kept singing it when descending from the summit.

so much to say. so much to write down. one thing's for sure, i don't regret going for the 12 days in sabah. i'm thankful i did go. to family and friends, thank you very much for your well wishes and prayers.

oh my 1st leech bites! haha bangga eh. since the p6 trip to lanjut tropical areas, everytime i heard there are leeches, my knees just went weak. however during the 4 days trekking, i dint give a damn anymore lah after the first time i saw a leech on my right leg. i mean every bit and pieces of energy was spent on focusing not to fall. oh hafeeza, fiona tan...our leibao shoes not bad! haha!

okay...i just need someone to talk to about this whole camp. during the 12 days, i kept to myself a lot...cos i was people-watching. hah. alamak kosong, why you start working already...?

i'm waiting for photos!:D

OBS people are coming back today!!!:DD and my turn will be in three days' time :/

the monsoon is here. tompok would climb onto the tv and then sleep there. a few moments later she would stretch before coming down to the floor to continue sleeping.

in case you don't geddit, she was trying to get some heat from the tv.

NOW WHERE IS SHE NOW?! it has been a YEAR! i'm still hoping she will appear into this house.

as much i want to make friends with him, i don't think he deserves it. i tried. a lot of times. all i get back is lesser respect. the line between his fun and serious matter is too thin for me to see.
that day i resorted to violence on him. whatever happened to my self-restraint? every blow is like pouring out my anger. partly because of the incident the night before - he cried just so he thought he would win the computer he claimed as his. cry as in gembeng. roll eyes. in the end dad just switched off the main computer switch and tada! i was left terkial-kial trying to contact the others to help complete the forms. that was the first time i cried while talking to a friend.
hurry grow up. really i would love to go out with this little guy.