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I'm feeling utterly upset because i just found out that mum had my cedar uniforms thrown away. the tie is still in the wardrobe but what's a tie without the uniform. I'm quite surprised actually that I'm feeling this way.

maybe it just goes to show how much it means to me.

or maybe i'm more angry at the way mum turned it the other way round..."Serves you all right for not keeping your things properly", "need space for other things" itu itu jugak alasan mak eh. "Aku dah simpan bertahun-tahun, gitu jugak". Firstly, it's been less than a year. Secondly, I've told you before that I wished to keep a set. Thirdly, like how much space does it take up? It's not fair, go throw away your kain-kain tak pakai tu la, asyik kita je yang "banyak benda menyemak tak pakai".

been wanting to do water sports. lost touch from sea activities since rafting during sec 3 OBSabah (great memories) if i remember correctly. So it was a good choice to opt for this adventure package tour.

The ultimate experience was needless to say, scuba diving! The view was mesmerizing. But good thing we dint hire a cameraman. If not it would be embarassing to watch ourselves on screen. Apa tak, I was clinging onto the instructor like there was no tomorrow. And because it was so unnatural to breathe through mouth, I refused to let go of the mouthpiece. so I was struggling to feed the fish with my other hand. Later on I found out that kosong and dad also struggled a bit here and there. Comical I tell you.

The most thrilling activity - cycling around Ubud. We cycled on the road (the unorganized, busy road) and it left a great sense of satisfaction in me after completing it unscathed. Feeling feeling driving gitu. Initially I was irritated by the horns but grew more confident when dad explained that those were friendly warnings of their incoming vehicles. (:

our bicycles neatly parked while we did some shopping.

Out of the four; white water rafting, jetski, parasailing and banana boat, hmm I cant decide if rafting or jetski is the best.

tanah lot and the pura offer views that were superbly breathtaking.

Our favourite meal is the second day dinner...enjoying the meal amidst the cool sea breeze on the beach.

saw a lot of preeeddy woven bags. so tempted to buy one but too bad i currently have two other bags in good shape.

Cant help but say BAIIIK KEPER!

a few of the little things that go a long way c:

"Remember to breathe k! No worries! :)" -Kak Ayun

"See, ice mountain is convenient and good right! Sooner or later you will fall in love with it and buy it everyday!;-)" -Rosalind

"When i hear the blackdogbone song i think of you:Dno lah i had fun with you last yr" -Hafeeza

Kuih cornflake kuih bangkit
Mkn bersama kuih lapis
Klu kadnye kubalas lewat skit,
marah tk wahai si muni manis?
"Di bulan ramadhan marilah bertaubat,
Jangan turutkan sikap pemalas,
Tidakku kesah cepat atau lmbt,
Asalkn terbit dr hati yg ikhlas." -Muni

"you ar.need cheering up come talk to me la.i confirm try to cheer you up K.but im not joking when i say i still care k.measure th love not th distance baby:*YOU wil always have me:):*" -Ju

"I feel so thankful that ure my friend n admire n appreciate u as a wonderful person who does nt hesitate 2 use ur potential to e fullest. For still being with me after all these years, i thank u with deepest gratitude n much love. We might nt be there for each other physically but i noe we think of each in our own times. Thank u for existing in my life n along the way, u taught me the values of life n importance of friendship. :)" -Faiszah

"Anw,stay happy always k!And,it's great to be in e same school as u again! And even e same cca. Hee. Suke suke!" -Waina

"Oh n dun worry la i may seem distant to u but really, i dun think anyone can replace the childhood i had wif u. We practically grew up 2gether. Im sentimental as hell. So dun worry, will nvr allow myself 2get my dearest frens. its very rare i find frens hu has a big impact on my life lyk u do. Wil always stay in touch. My parents still ask abt u occasionally. And if u ever move house or change no. dun 4get 2 inform me. :-)" -Faiszah

"MOE: DALILA BTE PAIMAN, you are posted to MERIDIAN JC, SCIENCE (36S) under 2009 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI on 2 Feb 09 at 7.30am." -74688 30/01/09 06:49 (i just have to note down the time. right after receiving this sms, a frenzy of smses followed haha)

"C0mp r0sak dear fren..Bt nvm,i wil styl add u ;) tap syng, i dun hv e rests..E guys r funi n dey r nice..U guys make e tuition enj0yable!Bnyk2 tuit0n,tuiti0n ni la bez..At first sdih ah,ku s0rang p0mpuan..Tap tuhan kecian pat ku n dats wen u cum,ceh! :D" -Herani

"Don't worry if you're feeling shortchanged coz you aren't.." -Kak Ayun

refused to sleep in my room (I had my reasons) so slept in the study room. But Kak iza needed the light to pack her stuff (she's leaving for holiday later). moved to kosong's bed. A while later she chased me away. plonked down in the sofa, pressing the cushion hard against the eyes to keep out the light that came from the kitchen and study room. But the radio sounds from the kitchen were disturbing. tossed around restlessly. Could hear kosong chatting on the phone. Wondered why she talks to her friends more than she bothers to talk to me. wanted to plug in earpiece, but dint want the wet ears to spoil them. Yes, by then I was crying very hard quietly (of course not just over this nowhere to sleep). Tears rolled outwards from the eyes to the ears. breathing was through the mouth cos the nose was blocked. Crying while lying down sure is painful. Gave up trying to sleep, went to the toilet to wash face and saw how ugly the eyes were. so red and puffy. And it still is heavy.

kalau hati adalah di mana perasaan wujud,

While she thinks that it is a burden, i prefer to see it as freedom of choice