dal

I am not obliged to update regularly nor put up posts to your interests.

here's how it goes. i'll most likely reply on your tagboard. but if you don't have one, the reply goes here.

shouldn't have gone for work last night. i was so free to the extent that i was watching annoying orange on the computer in between serving customers...i'm sure my partner would have managed on his own lor.
so later, i have to work doubly hard in memorising lat steps. ya Allah, lapangkanlah mindaku dan permudahkan hafalanku, amin.
you see, it's not that i'm lagging behind because i suka-suka don't turn up for practices. it's just that i'm tied down by work and this brings me to say that one of the things i regret most is lying about my involvement in this. second thing i regret is, to ask her out which, to cut the long story short, eventually led to me being alone here.

anyways, random but i do miss maini. now there's no one to manja with at workplace. thank goodness for tw to entertain my nonsense((: he's the only one who understands how much i wanna stop working.

and i really miss amira:(

i'm supposed to be preparing for materials for the session later at 9am but i don't know where to start. have been stoning in front of this computer for don't know how long already.
feeling lousy right now. maybe coz just now my partner kena questioned by customer all because of my mistake.
and also because even after all those rounds of practices, when my group's turn came, i screwed up (together with the rest, but that's not the point). directions semua hancur. it just proves how rigid i am that once the setting is altered, i got confused again. padahal setakat membelakangkan cermin. but looking on the brighter side, i'm thankful i more or less memorised the sequence already. now i'm hoping they'll do lat on the day i'm able to be present.

'Come lvl 3 pls. Have chopped a place for us to use.'
-msj 01/11/2010 09:40am

initially i was a little bit reluctant to climb up the stairs but when i reached the third floor, i was pleasantly surprised :D

"sorry eh tadi otak tak berfungsi ah."
"oh jam eh"
haha sigh why did i agree to extend contract again? i feel so stifled urgh.

pity them; they had a hard time teaching me zap (it's too bad i can't memorise it if you just sketchily tell me what comes after another. i need to see the picture on the whole.) all it takes was just to miss the first 3/4 of friday's training and the last quarter of saturdays' training.
dah datang siang, tak buat banyak. bila tak dapat datang, time tu jugaklah yang kena hafal banyak.
janji melayu. what else?