Thursday, May 31, 2007
17:40
i can just sit by the window seat and stone for hours. here's what i penned down on the plane. sempat eh.
kutongatkan daguku, pandanganku kularikan ke luar tingkap.
fikiranku kubiarkan ia melayang jauh, melayani perasaan.
ketenangan mula menyelinap jiwa.
oh indahnya alam ini.
kepulan awan putih terapung-apung di langit terbentang luas.
menyelubungi tanah di bawahnya,
merendahkan suhu cuaca.
kudongakkan kepala
mengalihkan pandangan ke ufuk seberang.
langit yang semakin membiru
awan yang semakin menipis, yang semakin memudar.
kerdil rasanya.
hebatnya ciptaanNya.
sesungguhnya diri ini hanya menumpang
melayari langit yang tiada bertepi.
16:36
not in mood to do holiday homework so i might as well post about the thailaind trip. overall, i would say the trip is disorganised
as compared to the last year kl trip.
of course the experience is once in a lifetime kind. pairing up with a thai and communicating like ayam dengan itik, and then attending english lesson in thai. it's interesting to see how's life out there you know. and now i'm becoming more scared of (candid) cameras. they took photos like everything.
a handful of regrets though. i didn't bargain enough. and i feel childhood-deprived not being able to fly when i was younger when every little thing excite you. in other words, i din feel the adrenaline rush when leaving for thailaind.
mine is a mere phone camera. thus the lousy random photos.
the kids grow mushrooms in their school.
the umbrella factory.
last shot of thailand - walking out of the hotel to board the bus.
and urm some photos are just too unglam to be put up. heh. like doing the dance on the bed in fbts. those with more photos, care to send me?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
16:53
mother's upset with me this morning. though i'm not sure what's the cause because it's too many to consider. anyhow, i'm sorry mum for putting aside house chores for the past two weeks. i've been physically, mentally and emotionally drained. too tired to even cry. not until last night after campcraft test is finally over. kosong intruded my bathing time when i was rushing for Isyak and then i turned aggrasive.
sigh i was anticipating to visit grandmother today but something cropped up. am i selfish or am i selfish.
i need a third person's view. kosong it's been so long since we had a proper conversation. the last was two weeks ago. we were sharing our experience on your ncc and my npcc. how we find other schools weird. how you proved nc is better than np. how you boast that you have a good voice to command and told me that others would be surprised everytime they heard you time. yelah, tak padan kecik. how you criticised the girls who tried to time using their fake low voice but they couldn't be heard from far (the contingent was huge). and then we laughed when the sir couldn't comprehend what they were talking.
how we laughed when i told you how my contingent timer timed. how you laughed at the way the ugs in my school greet. and then i laughed too. how we compared the way we command and time.
and then you told me how your ma'am displined you all. what with you sitting on the weelchair and then she pushed you around the platoon and asked you to make funny faces and they were not allowed to laugh. how you were selected the best camper(or was it cadet?) - you were asked to do something with a dustbin and read some thing aloud before undergoing the interview HAHA. of course you thought you were being punished.
and of course much more. we had our fair share of laughing.
6 months without tompok :(. at least the pack schedules keep me from missing tompok.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
19:16
perfect by simple plan best suits the relationship between us. quite. nevertheless, thank you for ensuring i have my breakfast. on weekends. at least for the past few weekends. i appreciate the effort.
hiatus. 'll be back in a couple of weeks. maybe longer. maybe shorter.
the kids grow mushrooms in their school.
the umbrella factory.
last shot of thailand - walking out of the hotel to board the bus.