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akanku pegang. biarpun ia melambai-lambai jauh. tetap akan digarap.
julanglah semarak api. agar titik hitam tidak akan sekali meyusul kembali.

this morning i had a dream. there was one point of time i said "rumah masih syurga". fortunately it is true.
you know it's scary when dad tries to be funny nowadays but then his jokes are cold. i would laugh to myself but at the same time i feel the jitters.

surprisingly i woke up at 6.12am, on a non-school day, without the alarm. i tossed around for a while before praying. and then i went for a light jog. it was barely 5 mins when i had to stop to stroke a kitten by the pathway. you know me. she followed me when i continued but then stopped after a few leaps. tsk.

according to my health booklet, i was 148.5cm with a mere 35kg mass when i was p6. that means i've put on 20 kg over these past 4 years! red alert red alert! that's like 5kg in a year. and a ratio of 1cm:0.8kg. gasp. and to think a friend told me her sister lost a lot of weight when she was in cedar due to stress.
and what the toot there's no more jogging periods.

i spent hours looking through the sabah photos :D, it's 500 over. barom was by my side so i narrated to him. wah i was very excited i just blurted out every single thing. that was the first time i talk to him in a normal humanly way but he had difficulties understanding me. he has limited vocab. but i remember when i was p5 i could hold decent conversations with my guy friends what. sorry dad, but shouldn't you treat him more maturely now that he's already nearly 11?
sigh if only kosong is willing to hear my rantings like she used to do.

it feels like the clock is slowed down by 10 mins. get over it lah dalila it's only 10 mins.