dal

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i respect older siblings who still bother to care for their younger ones even though they are busy with their own lives. yea i know i shouldn't be envious of other people cos it's childish.

that aside. it was raining heavily yesterday morning and i didn't bring umbrella cos i thought i could just run across the small road to get to school. to my surprise, when there was one group of us nearing that road, suddenly i saw cedarians with umbrellas, serbu-ed us to offer us umbrellas. very sweet can.

yesterday i learnt how to strategise to chope seats in a crowded hawker centre.

let's start from the beginning first. we went to the changi airport to send aunt off. i was quite taken aback by the sea of people there. i tried to create a descriptive essay mentally but apparently i was hindered by my limited vocabulary. tsk.

before she departed, she gave us some money for breaking fast. there were 14 of us and we took uncle's lorry to east coast food centre. that's when i learn how to chope seats effectively. it was funny i tell you.

:D

after breaking fast, the rest wanted to go to geylang but my guilty conscience told me not to (i've got loads of homework waiting at home). so they sent me and my mum home.

and to think that i went to the beach a week ago to sort out my thoughts. and came back a week later on a cheery note(:

my weekend fun kinda started on friday night. it was my first time dining in swensens'. it was stress-relieving, for a while, cos of the good company - amirah, azizah, azrina, hafeeza. i was really reluctant to go home cos reality would then come smashing back again at me.

I REALLY DUNNO. CENDA.
i feel a strong urge to comb all my tangled thoughts. (fikiran kusut, get it)
sempena bulan yang penuh barakah ini, kurniakanlahku hidayah. moga-moga keputusanku direstui.

so i had a solitude time at east coast yesterday. lovely. except that there was this family who anyhow sit at the same bench at me. i got fed-up and i moved to another bench. tskk. after breaking fast at home, went to study with syed.

so you see i wasn't much at home. yay. broke fast at swensens', physics lesson, tuition, beach-ing, studying(and catching up a lot). sirah exam later. sigh. can't be bothered actually.

remind me to buy barom a packet milo drink and let him have a taste of real milo.
he's constantly asking either mum or dad to make him milo. yes i got something against my parents' homemade milo. it's so sweet, it tastes like diluted condensed milk. apetaknye, they add both sugar and the condensed milk. it scares me.

my eyes are hurting from blogskin hunting. still can't find a suitable one.

yesterday, broke fast with azizah at simei. definitely one of those nights worth remembering(:

i'm off to immerse myself in the book i borrowed yesterday.