dal

I am not obliged to update regularly nor put up posts to your interests.

here's how it goes. i'll most likely reply on your tagboard. but if you don't have one, the reply goes here.

thank goodness j was all cool about it. he's so patient with me la can. but the guilt is still nestled deep down.

anyway, after all that, i didn't know whether to cry, or to laugh. texted mira about the confused state i was in just now. her reply, though came hours later, really tickled me. what do i do without her. the song 'jika engkau pergi', the song we used to sing to tease each other, is the total opposite of my sentiments.

a few years of not talking to each other and the first words exchanged were some hurtful strings of words shouted at the top of their lungs.

it did cross my mind that maybe, just maybe it was a nightmare but that's just wishful thinking on my part.

so he asked me to buy him macd.
'If you buy it, I have a surprise 4 u 2 c.'
i replied that it was too late because i was well on my way home in the bus already.
'Huh? Mcdonald is 24 hours pe!'
haha sigh. I explained that i could've bought him if he had told me earlier before i boarded the bus. what, he expect me to make a detour just to get him macd? puhlease.
'Mepek seh, ok fine, I won't show u what e surprise is at home unless u buy it.'
-_- see how impossible it is to talk it out with him. And still got the nerve to insinuate me when i reached home.

four days later, came his order 'Belikan Barom McSpicy meal upsize dan airnye tukar ice lemon tea, thks.'
'Kau ada cukup duit tak?'
'Since u kerje, give me discount ah.'
'Gaji aku belum masuk'
'Then w8 for it lah! Jus give me like $2 discount...'
'Ok la I can wait for it. After 15 jan. U can wait for it?'
'If possible, I wan e fries 2 b hot bcus when you reach home, I don wan it 2 b cold. So that means u buy my meal after ur work when u c ur bus comin like that. Jus estimate e time.' woah part ni tak boleh angkat hahaha...
'Kata after 15 jan, lepas gaji masuk?'
'Huh?? What do u mean??'
'Eh, cancel my order jus nw bcus I am nt in e mood of eating alrdy. Mayb next time.'

this was supposed to be two days ago, but heck,

me and azizah managed to cycle from the reservoir to pasir ris! not really REACH pasir ris but it was just the other side of the road, so kudos! heheheh

note to ourselves, next time bring cushions and/or comforter in case of buttaches or rain(?).

as i expected, she was more angry than concerned about what had happened :(
the only plus side i can think of is that i had her trust, and luckily still am.