Saturday, September 17, 2011
17:55
and i thought i could raya all out this year.
family: mum's busy with her gubahan.
friends: because we are in different schools now, somehow the most possible day to go out is after next week. but next week i'll be damn busy mugging for mid-term tests. and rehearsals.
there's jalan raya tomorrow but it clashes with the show.
and yes, the show. i'm quite stressed about tomorrow. because i can't recall some of the steps. damn, should've recorded them. and actually there was another item that i was supposed to learn also. but because i'm a slow-learner, i requested to be out of the item. i feel bad but please lor, i'm bad at memorising what more in a short period of time (in less than one training, can). they should've informed me earlier. i really thought i was performing only one item. furthermore, on that thursay, i was brain-drained to the max. had EL presentation earlier and there was math hw due the next day which i was stuck at question 2 (there were 10 questions) and it was already 9pm and school started 8am the next morning. one of them remarked casually something like 'ai budak uni belajar tinggi-tinggi pun tak leh hafal ni'. yes i know i suck at memorising.
sometimes, i do wonder how i end up in uni. i can't help but feel intimidated or to put it bluntly, stupid.
an ex-colleague asked if i want to work tomorrow since they require extra manpower for the event they're having. i'd really love to, because i miss my colleagues, but i have training! ugh. of course i can give training a miss but cikgu said there will be the orchestra coming.
SEE HOW STUFF KEEP CLASHING? frustrating much. reminds me of those gentarasa days (but at least there were no tests to worry about).
