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Monday, January 30, 2006
15:20
kak mard's being inconsiderate.

dad wanted to buy me a mobile phone last sat. he asked kak mard to follow so that she can guide me. however, kak mard refused as she claimed she was extremely tired. i'm not saying she's selfish just because i can't get my handphone but also because dad had to wait for her in order to change the telephone(because the IDD's not working) at the same shop. now, we've to wait for cny to be over.
but i am not complainin' openly as i know i should not be petty about my handphone because i don't have the right to; kak hafi only got her hp when she's 18 while kak mard, 1 day after she turned 16. that is kak mard bought it herself+ foot the bill herself. so what right do i have to get it in the age of 13+? dad suddenly decided to give me so why not...? ha ha. but actually...what's wrong if i get my hp now? can you see a pattern? 18, 16, 14? yup. just the right age. i am 14!
kak nur once compare herself with us, "i only got a pager when i was in poly(or jc. i don't know). but now you see, primary schoolers have got a handphone already" i don't give a damn if people last time got their hps "late". simply because there were no such things as hps when they were young. it's not that i feel left out without hps but it's for convenience. in 2M, the only ones without hps are yili & me, i think. even my cousin nuru, alif, suya got 1. i know why my parents "can't afford" to buy us hps. they prefer to spend things on food & furnitures. expecially mum. she always compare something with food, "that t-shirt you bought for $20+ can buy food for the whole family."

besides that, kak mard still believe in: the more you nag, the more i refuse. she's the type who prioritise her things 1st, like...computer rather than mum. i mean, if she's chatting with someone & mum called her to do something immediately, she would prefer finish chatting than immediately got up & attend to mum's instructions, even though mum's at her top of her high-pitched voice, "mard!!! aku dah 5 kali suruh kau buang sampah tak buat-buat juga. aku nak kau buang sekarang juga. off computer...!!!". she will still carry on finishing up typing her last line to her friends. in this case, i suffer in terms of hearing.
talking about mum, my siblings' not the type of "rude" ones. like banging the door when scolded. now that i'm getting my handphone, i will use that as a reason not to talk back to my parents. that's how much i appreciate having a handphone.