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curl fingers, hi
here's how it goes. i'll most likely reply on your tagboard. but if you don't have one, the reply goes here.

Friday, March 24, 2006
21:30
i sat for the history test just now in a chaotic state of mind. no, it's not because i couldn't remember my facts. it's more to the syf thingy. i agreed readily to participate in it to take over azri before fion said that the whole of aries ma'ams will participate in it too. being the newcomer, i feel that i can't take doing drills with half of the aries ma'ams what more the whole squad. what more, i think i'm the last to get in. it looks like sir will not appoint anybody else to take over debo. so i will have to adapt to this new surrounding all by MYSELF.
during the investiture this afternoon, i could spot aries ma'ams easily. they were right under my nose. they made me more guilty of my decision. questions after questions gushed through my mind. will i be able to cope with the whole lot of them? what if i make a lot of mistakes? how should i face them? the list goes on.
fortunately, i was enlightened during parade. i'm confident i can do it. yeah baby, jiayou dalila! all the way...
i'm now confused. is there a difference between goh & syf?

what i meant in 1 of my previous posts 'even those 2 whose attendance is irregular could get in.' was not they are not fit. i meant even if they don't have good attendance, their drills must be super good that they can enter the goh.