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curl fingers, hi
here's how it goes. i'll most likely reply on your tagboard. but if you don't have one, the reply goes here.

Thursday, March 23, 2006
18:00
once upon a time: i was really down as i did not get into goh. But I believed there's a blessing behind it.

A bit later: I was jealous seeing my other squadmates going for goh practice & really wished I could be in it. Then I was determined to prove to sir that hey, you picked the wrong person. You should've selected me. Muaha.

Some time later: I felt a tinge of relief I didn't get into goh as I can slack

Few days ago: I don't get into goh at least I'm entering the 3r competition. At least I will be representing cedar & will try my best to win it. At least I get to hold the title that people will recognise as hey, she WON something.
...i was being optimistic.

Now: I'm considering whether I should go for syf. Yes, I've been selected to substitute azri. Yeah, substitute. Sounds a bit low class.

Future: I'm going to be in syf, even though I realised the consequences that my studies may flop. In fact, mum encourages me to participate for, "experience, cca points, health & it's better than to face books every time". That's what she said. But it's a lil' unfair as I only get in the 2nd half of the goh thingy. i'm sure & bound to commit loads of mistakes. But no worries, I still have 1 more month to practice. Ps: I find hormat quite difficult to catch