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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
15:34
kerdil
lemah
kukecundang kepada perasaanku
yang bergelora
yang mecari sesuatu

tersembam
masih kulari
terseliuh
kumerangkak jua
akhirnya kutemui
perlahan-lahan kusentuhnya
kugenggamkannya erat
serik akan kehilangannya

sejarah berulang lagi
ia terlepas dari genggaman
hatiku menjerit
tapi mulutku membisu
air bening mengalir keluar
remuk batinku
sekalipun air mata darah tumpah
takkan ia pulangkannya

ku terus membisu
tak sanggup hati dihimpit sekali lagi
takut sejarah berulang
ku hanya mampu
sebahkan diri

diri ini lelah
menipu perasaan
ingin kurobek saja
topeng di raut wajah

tidak lagi kukenali
erti sejati sesuatu perasaan
yang dahulu kusenangi
yang pernah kucengkam
tidak
tidak lagi akan kumemiliki
kebahagiaan

kini kumengerti cinta
walau tidak pernahku
dibelai ataupun membelai
dimanja mahupun bermanja
apa yang kufaham
betapa peritnya
layang-layang putus tali

ucapan selamat tinggal
menoktahkan keceriaanku

copyright.

let's be extremely extreme & be like the stupid driver who talked directly translated malay-english to his sir(the story cikgu told us, ring a bell?). yupyup, let's translate this sajak to english literally. haha...lame. ok anyway, it's up to your interpration of this sajak. i think i'm not clear enough there.