Friday, April 21, 2006
20:54
i knew i'd regret going for it. i want to join the craze & cheer for ole.
in the end i will not be going for npdp tomorrow. quite sad. this is all confusion. marshalling was told last minute...syf...goh. different infos from different squadmates.
tompok hid her kittens before i can even take picture of them with their opened eyes. it's like as if she knows we're going to dump them at nearby market so that they have easy access to food & for our convenience of visiting them. either that or the kittens got lost.
kak hafi & i decided to name them doncha, baby(we were watching the s'pore idol advertisement :P) & clone. they've grown so big over a short period of time.
last month, mum said that aunt said this when she saw
kak mard on the wedding day, "
mard melawa". i was like, what?! you compare her with others is like they're even more dressed up la. like
suya & sula always put on thick make-ups. & they were applying it in the kitchen where everybody else was busy. not forgetting their dangling & trendy accesories. whereas
kak mard was wearing a kurta with a long scarf around her neck on that day. & a viatnamese suit with a sweet flower-clip the next day. She only used eyeliner. i'm not criticising but comparing.
this view affects me because mum will think that she's not the only one who thinks
kak mard is over-dressed. which means we're spending too much on clothes. please lah, i got only a few pathetic clothes. that's partly why i refuse to go out with my friends.
as in really pathetic; 2 pair of jeans currently.
people seem to be picking on us.
we're not the only class who has attire problem ok. go check other classes & almost the whole class will stand i tell you.