Friday, May 12, 2006
18:58
Why must it be on the days where we must miss the meet-the-parent session & the wedding reception?
I've no clue about my streaming & I would like to hear the talk on it. & gosh. This is a once in a life time opportunity; lunch at taman warisan, on the second day of atc.
We've to also miss cross-country but heck. Even if we were to attend, we'll be marshalling instead of running. But I think I prefer marshalling cross-country to sports day. Okay I sound sadistic.
Rejoice people. TECHNICALLY, my period will not be on these days.
I need 20 over bucks on the kit list. Mum will surely start barking.
I vowed never to cut my hair again until it's few-fingers-below-shoulder-length. But now I've to reconsider it
I didn't know
kak mardh is this emotional.
She views herself as different because she has no interest in her studies, thus she won't be any use for the family so mum treated her differently. It sets me thinking - why does mum treat her differently in the first place? If I were to be compared with
bahar, he's much more luckier. If
kak mardh were to compare herself with
kak hafiz, well it's hard to say. The latter has finished her studies so she has more freedom. If you turn back time,
kak hafiz claimed that she sufferED the most for she had to take care of her younger siblings.
I was wrong when I thought these problems would end after o because my parents said
kak mardh will be "liberated" after o & pleaded her to persevere on for a few more months.
Dad's disappointed with the 3 of us. He said we changed a lot from once an innocent young children, like
bahar. LIKE HELLO,
hes not disciplined! no i'm not pulling your legs. in fact, we girls were much more angelic when we were young. If I say he'll grow & mature, what if he's too late to be disciplined? On the other hand, men are late bloomers, so they need time to change for the better.
funnily enough, now the feeling of the previous relationship between goh and non-goh exist between the 3 of us.
I feel like having a thrashing session for my family. ah, roboh jugak rumah ni. Dad will be insistin on his way even though he asks us to speak up, mum will be talking in high pitch = scream, kak hafiz will either keep quiet or debate on her opinions kinda rudely, maybe the 3 of us will be crying.
Bahar? He'll get scared out of his wits.
This is fun. One way to practice source-based cross-reference skill :P.
