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Monday, May 29, 2006
12:01
accordin to kak mardh, the prickly feeling after kayaking is due to fibreglass. now my skin texture is not smooth as before. everytime i think of the prickly feeling, i start to have goosebumps.

you should see kak nur's wedding photo with nek anong's 20 odd grandchildren. i'm like towering over my cousins la. includin those much older than me. & i'm never proud of that.

during the few days after atc, i find myself feeling irritated at every slightest things. apart from the fatigue from the camp, the week was packed with np activities.
i felt irritated when my family members talk to me.
i felt irritated i had to pack my bag & iron my clothes for the next day.
i feel irritated when my family members occupied my space. as a result, i have to take bearing from my room to the other room for kiblat.
i feel irritated thinking of them who can't accept the fact that they were dominating.
i feel irritated mum forced me to eat although i was already full & started my appetite again.
i feel irritated at myself for eating alot. in the contrast, i won't stop eating till i brush my teeth.
i feel irritated realising i need to do alot of things this holidays but i haven't plan a single thing!
i felt irritated i had to wake up to pray. but this is a question of faith. after syf last saturday, i just lay dead on the sofa & at 4, mum woke me up & asked me to bathe(see, i was so exhausted till i hadn't my shower yet since i reached home at around 3). for the 1st time in my life, i woke up crying in frust longing for sleep. then, i felt irritated i couldn't immediately sleep after bathing as i had to wait for Asar to perform the prayer. as i hang around, i was irritated kak hafiz & kak mardh for staring at me. even though i felt a bit fresh after the shower i told myself i had to sleep because i learnt my lesson that i HAVE to sleep immediately after a tiring activity. i didn't immediately sleep after atc that's why i ended up craving for sleep the whole week after that. true enough, i felt peace after the sleep. i appreciate that mum seemed to understand that i was exhausted. she din ask me to do chores & let me sleep to my heart's content.
haha. during the syf last saturday, almost all cedar np people were like dozing their heads off during break. it was obvious because we make up the most of the contingent.

wow. aren't these symptomps of stress? oh oh...



anyway, this was when the kittens slept in the flower pot i told you the other day(that was about weeks ago?). mind you, this flower pot is about the normal size.