Thursday, June 07, 2007
20:00
i am feeling grouchy. cos today is the fourth day of the second week and i only touched maths and chemistry. and there's a whole line of camp+2daysfullucourse+lessons coming up. tests also. and cc clashes with tuition tomorrow. i feel bad because i keep troubling tutor to keep postponing tuition. and camp next week and we haven't got white long sleeved tee. oh i still haven't unpack my things from the course just now. and i couldn't get rid of my phlegm today because was in the course. oh and i've put on weight. AND barom is up to his nonsense again. i'm scared. serious. EH i'm tired of trying to conserve myself just to be the middleman luh. i'm sick of seeing others and then start hoping mine would be like them too. like the one i saw at the bowling centre last sunday. at one point of time the song berhenti berharap came lingering into my mind. but no worries, i'm still
waras enough to hold on.(: