Saturday, December 01, 2007
19:22
as much i want to make friends with him, i don't think he deserves it. i tried. a lot of times. all i get back is lesser respect. the line between his fun and serious matter is too thin for me to see.
that day i resorted to violence on him. whatever happened to my self-restraint? every blow is like pouring out my anger. partly because of the incident the night before - he cried just so he thought he would win the computer he claimed as his. cry as in gembeng. roll eyes. in the end dad just switched off the main computer switch and tada! i was left terkial-kial trying to contact the others to help complete the forms. that was the first time i cried while talking to a friend.
hurry grow up. really i would love to go out with this little guy.