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Sunday, November 09, 2008
22:22
so much to write down so much to censor. tell you what...this - means censored. haha got reminded of 'i kissed a MUTTON! i liked it'.

dad is being -. mum's being -. kak iza's being -. kosong's -. barom is - to the core. i may appear calm outside but hati Tuhan je yang tahu. call me hypocrite but i'm not. just that im so used to it the situation at home, i dare say i'm more matured in dealing with it now compared to last time. yea this thing has been going on since -. during the olevel period, i told myself to put everything aside and just focus on studies. i got myself frightened for a while cos i thought i forgot how to feel. i did break down a few times but not so bad lah. i rarely talk about this when with friends cos i just wanna have fun whenever i can. kalau kat rumah, masing-masing buat hal sendiri. i did take initiative ok. i told them i wanted to belanja (big deal ok. my pocket money is not that much) them a meal but nobody was really interested, except for kak iza who asked on that day kalau jadi tak. nampak sah tak jadi. and now i geddit why im so stonefaced. it comes from the practice of ignoring barom. i'm building an iron curtain between me and him. i shall adopt an isolationist policy until he grows up.
so shalu, you can continue poking me, but i won't react much(:. im chemically stable! i've gained an octet configuration.